This is me. I guess.

Am I too relaxed? Or is it normal? I guess relaxing in such a tensed-up environment isn't that common at all. Looking at all my peers seemingly comfortably able to catch up with all the rapid tutorials and lectures, I have the feeling of being overly slack, still in my comfort zone. Most friends say the same thing, being too slack at home, but judging from quiz/exam results, I guess no one can be as slack as me :) Unless its a matter of how gifted my peers are, and how I am not. But I still believe it has to do with hard work :/

Well I am still trying to snap out of this lifestyle. Tutorials and textbooks in front of me and still, my brain refuses to put in quality time for studies. Even if I manage to start study, it is only a short-lived period of time before I start to wonder off again.

Am I too complacent? I'd say not since I don't think I have enough book knowledge to be complacent. Now I also don't know what I am typing and where I am headed to. Haha.

This week is the last week of lectures, next is the last for tutorials. In 2 weeks is OB exam. OB. I haven't even read a whole chapter in the book. Only read a few pages out of the entire book, and forgotten what I had read also.

Anyways, today is hot, as it had been for the past few days. Missing the cooler days.